Sunday morning

I woke up this morning not thrilled to get out of bed.  There is a man that I like but he is not available.  It would be easier if I didn't keep seeing him at my weekly meditation meeting - what to do - work with the feelings - work on letting go and moving on.  Sometimes easier said than done.  My room is a mess and the cats have been peeing on the carpet.  I like cats but sometimes they can be annoying.  My daughter is reading a book and my son is still sleeping.  I want to go on a walk today.  The sun is shinning and it is fairly warm.  I just finished an assignment for Emergent Literacy.  I feel like I spend too much time on the assignments from the textbook.  I want to do some artwork, get caught up with laundry, hang out with the children, make a nice dinner and clean up my room and have the children clean up their rooms as well.  It isn't fair if I ask them to clean their rooms while my room is a mess.  I sometimes find that I let the structures go especially on the weekends.